starting to think about my health a bit

i discovered, while attempting to make my bed this morning, that its kinda creaky. anybody got some WD-40?
first full day of 3-D today! it was pretty good. i like this teacher, i feel like his critiques are actually HELPFUL, which is a plus. and i'm excited about my projects, but i hate clay already. boo.i know this class is going to be a lot of work. need to work on my time management skills, badly.

i did more crunches and other stuff today, which i guess is doing something. i only did 2 sets of 50 of each one (5 different kinds, i don't know what they're called), so at this rate it could take a while.. i tried to do some push-ups, but i did about ten before my arms freaked out cuz of all that clay carrying i did today. i don't think i'll be able to move them tomorrow.

i looked in the mirror today and i thought i had gained weight, but yumi's scale keeps telling me otherwise. i don't know whats going on. unfortunately eating healthy is like impossible at RISD unless I cook for myself. right, like that's ever gonna happen, so for right now i've gotta just focus on eating less and exercising, cuz i don't think i'm going to be getting any healthier anytime soon otherwise.

i really think theres something wrong with my back. it kept popping and snapping while i was doing some of these sit-up-esque things. i was using my like bed-spread/blanket thingy as a make-shift yoga mat, but it doesn't do much on linoleum, even if i do have my little rug here too. i need one of andrea's posture correctors or something. ow.

i've decided i need to take calcium supplements because i'm not getting enough here. i never drink milk (i have ONCE since i've gotten to school), and other than that the only place i'm getting my dairy from is ice cream. and i guess cheese if its in anything, but i'm definately not getting enough. maybe i'll get some a target tomorrow.

one of my nostrils is plugged and the other isn't. it's driving me insane. why can't they just agree. i've been taking vitamin c and chugging orange juice and lemondae, so hopefully i'm not getting sick. it seems like EVERYONE here is getting sick. poor alice was a mess today. Ji didn't come to class cuz she wasn't feeling well either, poor girl.

i can hear yumi talking on the tele, that noisy girl, haha. and someone is just NOW taking a shower. hm. and preston is lecturing someone about something...i think. caroline just got home. its amazing how much you can hear through these walls. kinda unsettling, but i guess good to know. cuz if i can hear them, they can hear me.

gonna see chucky mc-duck and trevy-wevy on saturday!! so excited, it's been too long! 4 years for chuck and...well, not even 1 for trevor, but that's still too long. especially when you consider that we've known each other for 14 years. shiiit.

i loves you all and i miss you (..............................................this............................................) much. actually more than that.